I should be catching up with homework, but I'm not. I should wake up early to go running because I want to to that, but I don't. I should return phone calls more promptly, but I won't. I should care more about some things, but I don't. I should take the T, the bus, and other forms of public transit, but I don't want to. I should believe in the good things too, but...I'm trying. I should choose not to indulge in retail therapy, but I do anyway. I should drink more water, but I don't. I should drink a lot less diet coke, but I'll never. I should wash my hair more, but why? I should clean out my car, but I'll continue to put that off. I shouldn't hate that I just ate 6 fig newtons, but I do. I should recognize the talents I've been given instead of envying those of others, but I don't. I should believe more in myself, but...I hope to. I should stop daydreaming and get back to work, but...I won't.